one year ago..

it was cd1, cycle 0 (aka, cycle where suppression meds started prior to ER/ET cycle). and wow, how things have changed. last year i was on a work trip and had to call in cd1 from the hotel during a break in our mtgs. today? i am sitting in baby's room with a 2.5month old precious little man curled up in my arms.

had i known what the next few months would hold, especialy with respect to hubs' health, I we probably would not have proceeded with the ivf at that time (ever??).. to say things have been a challenge is an understatement.. but i love my little man more than anything, and wouldn't change him for the world (not even for a girl!). I do believe that things happen for a reason, so he's meant to be here, challenges or no.

what will the next year hold? only time will tell...