Why bother keeping it a secret?

I found out this afternoon that pretty much everyone in our group at
work knows we've been trying to get pg, and most know about IVF. And
it wasn't because I told them (for the most part) either.

While i realize i posted last week saying that i wish i could tell the
ppl at work so i didn't have this big secret, the difference between
what i posted and the reality is the loss of control. One more thing i
couldn't control.

I'm not surewhy this makes me sad, but it definitely has brought me
down a bit. Thankfully i'm en route to dinner with some girls from
twitter - new & existing friends. Greek nachos will definitely cheer
me up.