Monday, November 23, 2009

not much to write lately...

But feel compelled to write anyway. Or cry, but I'm at work, so write it'll be. (ftr, not sure why i want to cry, but have a feeling it has to do with the probably imminent arrival of my period, as per last month...)

Let's see... what to update...
  • I spoke to my acu. about her replacement/a plan for once she's off work. She's already got a replacement at the office, who she assures me I'll love. We'll see... I guess it doesn't technically matter, but having a good rapport would make so much more sense, no?
  • RE appt still booked for Dec 7. I will have had minor surgery on my foot a few days earlier, so I'll be hobbling around on crutches, but eh, that shouldn't matter any.
I'm just feeling awfully alone again, even though I've got a great group of friends here. They're all moms to some degree (one's a part-time step mom), but they're still good friends of mine. I hate categorizing people as mommies/not, but it's reality. bah. i'm a bitter, bitter biatch some days....


  1. I get you on being alone... it sucks because no one can comprehend what we're going through and I just want to shut off the world somedays...

    You have a good reason for being a bitter biatch some days. :o)

  2. I get what you're saying too. Sometimes it does feel very lonely.
    We are all here for you though. ((hugs))