Thank goodness I don't own a videophone

On the phone with mom today. Says she saw my cousin today and "you're not supposed to know yet, but..." - yuppers, my cousin, who is 6 months older than me, who I grew up with, who lived down the road from me, is pregnant with her third child. FUUCCCKKKK. I managed to squeak out a "oh" and then tried not to have a shakey voice for the rest of the conversation. Meanwhile, tears were streaming down my face. Nice. At work, to boot. Mom doesn't know anything about us having issues and well, I wasn't going to bring it up during this phone call.

Glad to get that out.